So sorry for you, Sophie!
You tried to make a chance in your life and that's something you should be proud of. Most people don't have the courage to achieve their dreams, but you did and you showed you're an amazing person. It doesn't matter where in the world you are, you can make a difference everywhere and share your values and dreams with other people.
You're awesome!

The Dutch Nationals are next week and I'm very nervous. I don't know what to expect, but I think I can't prepare anyway, because no one know what the NC is looking for. So I'll try to show them who I am. That's all I can do, isn't it?
Good luck in your life! I'm sure we'll see you somewhere in the future!

@Dano: is your interview today? Fingers crossed for you! Good luck!
Ooh, and congrats you made it to the second round